How many of you have a had a life plan but realized later that it is not what you necessarily want? After all your schooling and jobs you realize that maybe you want something different; completely different. It's scary to think that one decision you make will literally change your life forever, but that's what this decision is. I have been struggling with this for the past year but not until recently have I realized that I may want something completely different than what I have worked for. The hardest part of making a life changing decision is worrying about what comes with that decision, like failure and disappointment.